merry christmas and a happy new year everybody~

Merry christmas everybody~~ im totally delightful with this year s christmas~~haha~~ this wonderful day gave everybody a pleasant feeling.. which actually helps me with my new song~~ THIS is my new song via christmas~~






yeah~~ happy new year everybody~~ i really like this song(personally i feel) hahaa... maybe because this song is composed near new year n christmas~~ gives me a pleasant feeling of a better year ahead~~

T@R in my hostel>> HELP RESIDENCE

HI readers~~ it has been quite some time since my last post.. erm... i got some very interesting post today.. regarding my hostel im staying now..

see.. we had a meeting last week bout the complains of all the unsatisfactories in our hostel~~ apparently these residents came out with something stupid which actually wasted our time.. so let me show u what is called pests in my hostel~~ HAHAA

>> This guy here.. look what he s doing?? seems like he s dealing with something at our water dispenser located in the middle of our every floor in the building. Let's zoom in shall we



uupss... what is that??? pieces of chewing gum papers~~ arent the water dispenser a place for us to drink?? this guy threw these pieces and litter on the basin we used to fill water~~ zzz



nah~~~ look at THAT!! pests of our hostel~~ throwing rubbish to our water dispenser basin~~ wTH hahaa....( p/s john would definitely kill me for this) Im so gonna report u to the management and eliminate pests like u~~ hahaha!!!



NEXT~~ where there's a rule indicating the restriction of girls in guys room... LOOK AT THIS INSTEAD

WOU!!!!! how come shereen is sitting on brian's bed?? WTH~~ GUARDS!! look at them!!! she s at a guy s room!! hahaaa... cheeky little shereen~~ tell yr mother ah~~ c u cry or not~ LOL


AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST~~ of cz having a pose in my own room would be a better example of not being a pest in hostel~~ hahaa...

YEAH~~ (ignore the towel beside my mirror please) uupssie.. look at the tidiness of MY room~~ hahaa... wash my blanket every week wan leh~~ my aircond also being tidied every 2weeks~~ sooooo hardworking~~ this kind of hostel should feel grateful having a good resident like i am~~ HAHAHAHAHA!!!

boOo!! GG is back!

yeah~` gossip girls are back!! i here by personally welcome u back~~ blake lively~~ muackss!!! hahaa...

finally after waiting for dunno how many months, i am able to watch more of your acts blake~~ and i recently got the few episodes from my friend~~ serena van de woodson!!

oh ya.. my hostel finally fixed the connection.. and im now able to online again~ haha... so the midnight devil is back~~ today was horrible.. i back aches like hell~~ cant even walk properly~~
oh ya.. and if my sister or brother is looking at this... IM HAVING MAGGI MEE EVERYDAY!! HELP!!!! (hahaaa..)

oh ya folks.. im currently using 2numbers, which i supposed u guys know my 1st number which is the maxis 1, and the other number is Umobile~~ XD since i got it free from the booth near college the other day~~

my fren called me out the other day~~ hahaa... we discussed a question lively... he asked, who would be in the more heartless position between a guy and a girl??
some said guys, most said girls.. and i said girls~~ hahaa...
wHY ah??
well..girls aRE damn heartless... maybe because they feel they have some kind of attraction within themselves so they tend to sell out exp~ pls dun look so highly on yrself cz the fact of that thinking makes u even cheaper than chickens.. (ahem!! )
so.. as to continue that answer, girls are indeed more heartless... A guy is always soft hearted~~ even when a couple breaks up~ u will normally see the guy side to pester or emo or whatever u call it in order to maintain the r ship... and guess wat.. the girl will onli heartlessly act like nth happen... WTH??? u girls are so sick~~ and that includes everybody~~ im not saying that i dun imply that to my gf or my frenz, but i am prepared for these things since it has not happened to me once, or twice. i personally think, maybe cz guys are the ones going after girls all this while, so its tougher for guyz to call it off after all the efforts they threw in.. AND girls on the other hand, i would give in a sentence~ YOU GIRLS ARE REALLY BITCHES WHEN IT COMES TO BREAKING UP!! blah blah blah~~

oh well~~ if u girls wanna blame guys for going out and find other chicks, consider what have u done as a wife or gf to prevent them from going out n find~ every guy is loyal in the sense when they are attached to a rship.. but as guys, we have a sense of humor as well.. we do not like to hide things behind yr back if you girls do serve us well~~ oh well... serve?? hahaa... (ignore this ba)

crying in despair

well~~ first of all~~ why the heck m i crying?? uupss~~ nono~` i dun cry~~ im jz laughing out loud til my tears drop off~~ hahaa...
im in the middle of something.. a conflict between 2 friends~~ closely related to me.. and the heck im more like the subject matter~~ (wat the heck m i talking about)
anyway.. i really dun like the way things go by the way they are now~~ not talking to each other.. having serious communication problem.. i really hope im not the subject matter for the conflict.. though i know im not, but i still feel things happen quicker for my existence..

Second~~ HELP ME!!! i need more money!! it is really humiliating having to show a personality without extra income~~ how the heck my savings ended up empty after all these 3 months of break i ve been saving?? i reli dun get it~~ i wanted to work so much for extra income..but at the mean time.. im afraid that it would affect my studies and assignments in hand~~ i ve had limited time to study now.. and if i work.. it would be limited to the limits!! hahaaa and hey~~ wat kind of law student using this kind of rojak languange?? zzz..

Third~~ its 14th today~~ n im stuck here in my room whole day~~ WTH~~ im reli sick with all the readings~~ i hope to start my assignments.. but im stuck in the middle of it~~ sigh~~ the stupid turtle always ffk me n date her TM (bleh~~ i know u will see this n if u do, i ll let u punch anywher but not my face) hahah~~oh..n i use the term stupid cz u said girls are STUPID but guys are SMART~~ so yeah~~ im jz following what u implied to me by saying that~~ hahahaha!!

ok la~~ at last~~ XW passes up her assignments d~~ n indeed her mkt assignment which bothers her most~~ fuyoh!! and i hope she can start studying now instead of sleeping whole day like a pig and polar bear~~ trust me.. u will soon become like one if u keep on eating and sleeping~~ n hopefully yr stomach grows bigger n bigger as if it has my child of 3months~~ hahahaha

every pig has its date~

ever heard of this phrase?? yes?? no? eventually there is a chinese show entitled every dog has its date~~ and this phrase with pigs came out from myself~~

i had the laziest day of my life~~ with more than 5 hours on my bed doing nothing but jz lying down~~~

haha.. this is called real pig~~~ bleh :p at least i managed to rest~~ although i couldnt sleep~~ hahaa...

why is it pig?? but not other animals?
1st.. pig is fat~~ (to the concern that i am fat)
2nd.. pig got big nose n ears (i got thick ears but as far as ear is concerned, i dun think so)
3rd..most girls regards pig as cute~~ and as far as im concerned.. cute is ugly but adorable... so.. do u think i am??
cute leh~~ hahaa~~~~

a very rushing morning~~

i just got back home yesterday from kelantan~~ dun really feel well... but promised for movie so i went out for this 'special' movie~ haha.. was reli in bad mood yesterday~~ i did not only waste time for almost an hour n a half for my friend to fetch me, but the flight also delayed for almost 30 mins.. zzz.. hate it so much~~

after the movie, my friend told me that she left a book and pen drive at main campus~~ well since im so near so i decide to help her lorh~since she stayed so far at cheras~ well~~ sorry again despite yr efforts of waking me up at 730, haha!! i cant hear my phone, instead when i woke up at 825 i straight rush over d~~

Well, the lab closed to my surprise.. it is a sat n i dunno they close it for wat.. stupid HELP~~ inefficient like hell~~ i need to go all the way to CIC to ask them open it~~ then search everylab since i couldnt find the pendrive at the lab she mentioned..

So i left the place in despair~ never mind la since its lost, it s not like i could find the culprit back~~ i shall just pray to GOD that whoever takes it please return it to the help desk~~ and if you dont, i ll pray that u will fail for yr final every year as long as u are still alive as a human being~~ (sounds so evil)

then i need to go KPD HELP to find her STPM book~~ well, i forgotten there are no operating bus services frm main campus to the college~ so i need to walk all the way der as since no cab available early that morning too... at 1st i tot of sleeping after i came home, but its kind of semangat when i reach there all the way from main campus walking to KPD~~ haha.. not bad, i din expect my 1st time walking would be to find a book for a friend since im VERY VERY lazy that will grab a cab no matter what.. hahaa... ok~~ ignore that, maybe i think the book is essential for her uses in exam nex week~ so i need to help her~~

Things got more uneasy as i reach KPD, level 3, the stupid door was closed.. sigh~~since it s closed, i need to go find the maintenance, but those bastards are not around.. SO DAMN INEFFICIENT!!! what the hell ah~~ shouldnt them be stand by-ing for any accidents around and it s already 9 in the morning and what the hell they are doing since they are not in their maintenance room~~ felt like scolding them so much~~ Then i managed to get the USELESS security guard outside who could not even speak proper BM to help me, but then instead he asked me to go find this guy at this place, so i need to walk all the way out again..

THANK god~~ they are all there.. smoking( and arent they supposed to be puasa-ing?) managed to open the door of level 3, and i found her book~~ so i called n told her that the pendrive is no where to be found~~ but the book is safe n sound in my hands~~ i heard the disappointment in her sigh-ness~~ and again i couldnt do a thing~~ hang in there ba~~ it s just a pendrive afterall`~

came home wanted to sleep~~ but after all the journey, i really sweated alot, and i need a change of clothes, went n bath first, then online lorh.. baba~~~

an emo day!~

it s been quite some time since i felt this emo feeling~~hahaa.. mayb cz my results are coming out..and im kind of confused over my future now,.. sigh~~ on one hand i wanted to help my dad so much knowingly the effort he poured over to this family, and i dun wana live on now by just studyin n seeing him aside unable to help anything.. some times i do envy my brother.. at last he graduated n came out supporting the family as well leaving his personal life aside first... i really hope i can make some contribution to this family for the time being.. the fact that im studying now will onli make me feel that i cant contribute anythin and indeed im pretty useless ~~ sigh~~

i remember what my frenz told me, and this is the concept i hold on til now... what a guy should concentrate on will be money, money and money.. it is only our job to find as much money now and the wealthyness of a person will determine the self respect he deserved~ and that is also why indeed i tried different kinds of jobs to handle different kinds of experiences in life.. HAHA~~ anyway.. living in a society in kl is really not easy~ putting on a mask while going outing is a very hard thing to be done.. if we re enjoying with our elder, or more likely our clients, den we need to follow watever he wants to please him.. oh joy to the world!! its like life in hell~~

haihz~~ im reli feeling the stress now although im still studying~~wat can i do?? i wana start workin so eagerly that i dun wana study~~ sigh... jz hope that i could finish all the courses as fast as i can~~ den i can come out n face the world~~ the feeling of loneliness is non other than 'lonely' really nid to find something to kill my time or i will start to think alot of stuff liao~~

sorry~~~

too busy these days~~wait till i free little bit i update my blog ba~~ ok?? hahaa... nex week den.. i will keep it updated~~~ tata~~

:) it s just a memory

During my birthday ruey yii did asked me any compositions lately.. well~~ i do but it might be the one and only for the moment..

my stupid dog, the miki

hallo~~~ today im kind of free agn..so decide to take pictures of my stupid dog~~zz.. i duno why my mum choose this dog...damn stupid 1.. my sister named HIM 'Miki' .. zzz.damn swt.. i dun like the name n i dun like the dog..

this dog doesnt let me carry 1..which is the 1st thing i hate him.. everytime i go near him, he will like.. run away n stare at me.. as if im the big cobra snake ready to attack him..GRRR>>>

den hor.. i hate most is... everytime i give him dog food./. the next day i will get back the same amount.. HE din eat!! wth??? thanks to my sister giving him all our food..making him now lan lan si si duwan eat dog food~~huh!! who do u think u are?? slap u ah la~~*pik pak pik pak*
oOo-'-oOo
c his face~~haha!! looks like a cute little kancil.. :)

nah..he wont let me carry~~only my sister can carry him~~zz.. horny little arse

my DOTA experience in KB

haihz~~..haihz..~~ long time no play dota d..i think i damn noob now..n indeed i am.. take a look at my scores.. haihz..disappointing..

thats my name there...mr kahjun88~~remember dis account at GGclient or blueserver~~same account.. dis is from blueserver (lag 9 shit..useless place to dota) AND that is my level 24,having numerous items like lothar edge, satanice, butterfly, power threads and radiance~~ gay leh~haha..and then my kills are...

FIRST BLOOD~~ POM POM POM..AIYAK sei earthshaker kill me.. ceh~~ DEN my hungry RAZOR go on satanic n then.. killing spree,dominating,mega kill,monster kill~wicked sick~godlike~ HOLY SHIT~~ haha... yeng leh~~


haha..ok la..understandable la if own with raZor..how bout this??

haha.. my hero is enchantress~~this game i played easier..no shoe no nothin..haha..onli 1 hex and ring, basillus, n 2 mantle..lol..damn noob item.. but hor..look at my scores ah..dun blink eye
blek :p




wah..11-0 haha... 11 kills with jz 1 hex~lol.. yeng leh~~

my most-de-free friday~~haha..

eh~~wait..today shld b busy hor..why free ah..woke up morning go eat fat woman curry mee~(onli kbppl wil know wher izz)..haha.. er.. den acc my dad go buy LIVING crabs... huh~

look~!?? live n exclusive~~hahaa...



nyam nyam~~ baked with pepper and salt..



GUESS WAT?? I BAKED THIS~!!!!MUAHAHAA..
(with some help from dad)

was kinda free today..so i decided to look at my dad's skill 'sembelih' those crabs..haha.. u shld c those crabs are like so reluctant.. their claws grab the newspaper n did not let go..so scary.. after my dad chop their claws off it is still grabbing..zz.. imagine if the paper is yr finger.. OUCH!! dat hurts!!

memorable moments in NS Titian Bintangor(the name sounds stupid)

It's been very long since i last updated my blog..haha..kinda lazy though..since i got nothin to report~~jz leave it as it is la~~ bleh!!

Received some pictures from my former NS mates,(who actually slept beside and opposite my bed), haha... suddenly miss those moments.. it s been 2 years since we depart on our own ways..
Take a look at our team of chinese ONLY~~Im not reli used to this programme called 'paint' (which my 5 years old cousin loves it so much) so i managed to round my looks.. hahaa~~damn botak right??
The 1 in the middle is our so called guru bertugas~CIKGU SIT(cikgu shit..uupss)
he arh..nice to us la.. i remmbered my 4th day at NS,he is the one attending to me.. oh..eventually i got some stomach problem and puke during the night.. which is almost 3am.. the stupid bo bo cha cha by the f***ing stupid canteen who think their food and drinks are good, but in fact the stuff they cook are like.. euh~~~imagine how bad it is if it can make me puke.. hahaa..

hey~~look at the girls in the picture.. kinda hot arent they?? well..dun judge them by their appearance.. in fact during the first week.. part of them 'faint' when they re standing~~zzz..damn swt right.. hahaa... k la..later say i ngupat them.. enough with the girls then..

haha~~the fun part starts on the 5th day actually.. it was the appointment of the leaders for our camp..eventually it reli surprised me~~ i got appointed as SPICA SQUADRON LEADER~~hehe.. was given my 'balak'(if u know what dat is) which has 2 strokes on it, to be wore on both my shoulders.. hehee~~bangganya~~ tapi... the happiness turns into nightmare which actually burdens me all the way til the end.. but!!!! i still enjoy the times with my team though.. haha..
If we think of the hard ship n hard work we go through in all our activities.. i felt so proud of them`~u made me proud!!

The jealousy period is then coming to town.. hahaa.. eventually few of us, including me myself, as the 'leader' got involved in conflicts for a girl.. omG~~~VERY VERY BAD EXAMPLE..hahaa..
there was this 1 girl... i would not mention her name (lets put her as Miss L..not lansi the L ah.. its lenglui the L)haha... She is pretty cute and chubby(not fat)..and lovable..haha.. i forgotten how the conflict started between us.. i think it started from my very close friend in Ns, mr JIN HENG CHAY(who envies stephen chow very much).. he is a real joker who likes to crap alot.. hahaa..

ok~~eventually he started having a crush on her~while i,(at that moment) did not reli pay any attention to Miss L.. haha.. the worst thing is that some of my friends (guyz) like to tease me being able to kao all the girls there(which are all nonsense).. being friendly doesnt mean im flirtatious ok? i did not mean jin heng dis time, but these words actually came from 2 guys who never look on the mirror b4 saying all these things to me.. if im able to talk to girls, den u guyz shld b able as well ok?? so dun blame if u cant attract their attention.. thanks to this jealousy, those guyz who are in my squadron gave me a hard time throughout the times..HONESTLY, im very pissed that time when u guyz said that, n here let me tell u again..even if this is to be a little bit meanie~~BLOODY LOOK AT THE F***KIN MIRROR AND C WHETHER CAN U ATTRACT THEM..AND OH YA~~I DO HAVE THE ABILITIES TO KAO THEM WHICH IS FAR FAR FAR FAR BETTER THAN U OK>??? (right..this is kinda mean but im seriously pissed off being framed for no reason).. i believe u guyz out there could spot him in the picture, the big bully with ugly nose posing behind our cikgu..

huh~~he reli pissed me off...VERY~!!!!!!!!!! i swear if i had the chance to see you again, i would reli wana c how 'good' you are now, given yr knowledge in studies and opportunities in life since you boast so much during NS (huh~~)

ok~~enuf with him..being able to know him has been a great humiliation, so i dun wana talk bout him anymore~~back to miss L~~
well.. it was kinda fun when jin heng started all her remarks towards all the girls der, haha...n he focused alot on miss L(especially when miss L got the accident)
i believe i know more about miss L when she got the accident.. oh ya, she fell onwards while standing early in the morning bout 5am.. hahaa.. sounds kinda funny ya~~but to tell u the truth.. she s sleeping~~~hahaha!! (shuh~~hope she wont see this)-hahaha..
anyway, it was when cikgu sit asked me to call her n ask bout her conditions which actually foster closer our friendship..indeed i called her everyday from camp to keep her company as well as reporting to cikgu sit n her friends bout her condition as well..

sigh~~when she came back~things became different for us, jin heng n also another funny guy~mr andy!! haha.. he s 1 cool guy i tell u..all 3 of us fancies the same girl, and indeed andy thought me a principle, BMW(best man wins) -but at the end no one won ya~hahaa... 3 failures oni..
and both of them now got GF's d~~:)


oh ya further, an instructor in our camp, had asked me to join their pilihan raya thinggie~~haha..which is kinda fun~~ we had a fake pilihan raya having all squadron leaders the oppositions and our penghulu the government~~haha.. my squadron elected another person as representative, cz my instructor asked me to form my own~parti bebas~ haha...

anyway~~i managed to get some votes although i lost~ and take a look at my HAJI CHAN ABDULLAH with 3 wives(kurang satu je)hahaa,..
(from left) li yeen, chye ling, Haji Chan Abdullah, may

haha..suddenly i felt like wearing the traditional clothes again.. looks so cool eh~~hahaa..got songkok lui~~ yeng le~~hahaa..too bad i dun have a kain pelekat, or it looks nicer~

oh ya~~check these out.. these are some pictures taken during NS as well..
Mr Chan and Mr Chai posing at some kilang buruk~hahaa



our bad ass commander~~he s too serious~~i dun like him~~nehh






Mr Jonathan and me~~haha~~he is so damn cool~~i call him lady killer!!

this is taken when we re at church~~haha..im not a christian that time though, jz because the church is situated in the city(where i can eat kfc and pizza plus shopping) that's why i choose church then the temple~

ah~~we found this on our way back to camp from the kilang buruk~~haha.. WNP29~ nice leh~~woih!!dun look at the car~~look at me la~~hahaa!! lol x1000

ok la~~seems to me some pictures are missing~~haha.. technical problem~`^^ as i get bac to our talk, three of us were chasing the same gal arent we?? haha...

this is the gal~~^^

thanks ling for being such a good friend~~ thanks~~


Anyway, i shall upload more if my friend post me the remaining pictures~~ till then, we shall meet again~~

Best regards
~kahjun~

a memorable experience..indeed so long but its fresh

i got a feeling these days.. when i was thinking of hanging out with college frenz.. suddenly miss my kdu-ians~~ haha.. well.. or supposed to say.. my ex hostel mates and ex- law kdu frenz.. erm.. if im not mistaken.. end of 2006 is the moment where my frenz n i hang out EVERYDAY non stop.. haha..so damn fun.. chatting.. playing basketball.. watch movie.. go yumcha(omg u would not expect us from pj go all the way to setapak BRJ at 12 am just for yumcha~~hahaa) erm.. i miss them so much..esp those who are not here anymore.. AH FEI(jamster)- the notorious guy who likes to sleep n spend like only 5 bucks in a day.. cz he sleeps at 7am, and wakes up at 8pm at nite.. haha.. i still remembered he likes to smoke at my apartment n online outside.. with a bucket of water for his cigarettes.. hahaa.. n i smtimes go share some 'nice' stuff n watch together.. hahahaa... so damn crazy.. until the guard came in n suspect us watchin illegal stuffs..lolz..
NExt.. the crazy wah kong~~ this guy ah.. haha.. i will tel u bout him later... leave him aside 1st.. well..well..well... AJ!! she ah.. kinda cool with her so called 'yeah'.. but ah.. too cool d sumtimes.. which makes herself very scary to me.. haha..n hor.. her driving skills much better than i do..challenged her piao yi at kepong road der..at nite at 12~~ woh~~ crazy bitch!! hahaa.. (hope she dun c this) erm... next is the blur blur babeh.. ELISA!! haha.. she is the 1 i lk to bully the most d.. cz she is so damn innocent with her looks.. and her attitude.. like a happy kid who jz learned how to walk... hahaa.. still remember we taught u the ice and fire technique??hahaa.... me n alvin laugh like hell!!! oh ya.. get back to buisness.. she is couple-ing with wah kong now.. hoho... unexpected a china guy got her..hahaa... always talk bai chi conversation..this 2 reli damn funny.. haha.. 1 taller than another for like A HEAD!!!!!! eh elisa,... u followed him too much la..now u bcome damn rude to me d.. ho..can scold bad word d..bad gurl..hahaaaa (JK)~~~
n last but not least, alvin..!! erm.. he is my so called dad(i ll tell u why on my next blog) .. plays basketball, always calm in doing things.. and quite polite~~(or shld i say tooooo polite) haha..his sister n him, reli looked alike.. but thought their diff of 2 years, they look like a couple when they walk together.. haha.. cz alvin loves her sister too much d.. care her like caring a gf~~woh!!

i still rmm we used to go play basketball at elisa s place together.. go all the way to sunway for steamboat... go lepak at taylors... go to kepong for lepak... hahaa.. den we even stay at kepong for nice foods.. but too bad i oweys pk..haha...enjoyed too much d..
oh ya... we used to play cards too.. haha... few times at elisa s place and once at AJ s place... den a few times at my place~~ elisa n i are like... (come on come on lets pakat n win their money) hahaa... elisa..rmm my trademark?? duhh~~~ haha...
oh ya.. i fgten to say dat.. we both have a common attitude~~ ELISA N I LIKE TO SSSSSSSS!!!!
hahaa... we are so damn SS til the whle gang wouldnt say no swt to us.. hahaa..
like duh~~we are brit-ish ppl yeah~~blehblehbleh

wah kong n elisa used to play chai mui~~haha... n so do us.. i still rmm i lost to ah fei a plate of NASI GORENG USA cz i lost to him.. (OK from this part onwards no more stuff bout this gang d) haha.. its bout the moments before them.. when we play bowling with my ex hostel mates...which includes ah fei and alvin.. wah kong doesnt even exist yet..dat time was me, jing ting, (then the sabah girl i fgten the name d) haha..sorri.. i think is carina or clara or smthin la.. then alvin, the big bro jackson, terry and me!!haha... i still rmm alvin was good in bowling.. but duno why.. he suck up in his match..haha.. n i appeared to be the winner for the 1st game~~yeah!!! terry din reli heat up yet dat time.. but the funniest thing is jackson who played the 1st time strike the 1st time..haha.. den he celebrate by dancing here and there and everywhere... woh~~~ memalukan~~zzz
hahaa...
but 2nd match., terry ta pao us.. 5 strikes 2 spares.. i still rmm..cz his score almost 180..zz... i did well oso but was bout 50 points below him!!!! WAT THE HELL!!!!
ok la..
damn long d~~zz
nid to stop d... hope can c ah fei if he comes back to malaysia~~~miss u guyz~~~ i enjoy being friends with u guyz~~ (although my frenz usually come n go) haha.. but.. i reli appreciate our frenship~as we helped each other no matter wat happen esp between us housemates~~
take care my friends~~~

outrageous!!

huh~~wat the heck m i actually watching now?a drama??haha..just hope they wont c this ok?
well..i honoured my promise not to TEL anyone but indeed im just talking to my com right now.. THIS couple ah.. Mr x and Miss x is so damn complicated.. i jz dun und why they kept arguing all the time as wat every1 wanted to c is a lovely couple instead of wat we got here~~ all right..
even when i refused to lay a hand on it, u guyz started to turn to me n tel me.. well im always ever willingly to help, and indeed i gave u the best advice from a third party. I am always honest to u, if i felt u that way i will jz say it out instead of looking at your LONG LONG face in class.. as if wanting to show the whole class that u are arguing..
zzz... this is so damn fcking childish n indeed now ur blaming me for saying u that.. ridiculous..
if u still doesnt realise this, go ahead n ask any1.. will they have the same bloody opinion.. seeing a long, black face in class everyday, as in yr super pissed at some1, or like having the whole world against u the kind of face... zzz its reli sickening to c that...
n u guess wat.. once i tot ur reli a fren which is enjoyable n comfortable to chat with, too bad u jz ruined that image yourself.. all those bullshits u told me, had all been rebutted from this relationship... n u totally changed yourself 1800 degrees. sigh.. total disappointed with u..

i jz dun get it.,. everytime u guyz told me your problems, it is Mr x who always care bout this and that of Miss x.. as if her past is everything to u.. who cares her bloody past la.. its not like u could change it.. well.. hv u ever see a guy asking the gal, uupss..srry.. FORCING the girl to pass him her present from her ex to be thrown away? it doesnt mean that u gave her the present from yr ex, u nid to expect the same thing from her.. LOVE isnt everything all right? why mz u put all the focus on her since u have better stuff to do.. can u fcking realize wat u doing right now?

well.. i guess u expect her to do things which makes u in her heart the utmost position izz?? den u got nth beta things to do ah?? im stil wondering whether can u guyz last for more than a year.. indeed u wana control her this and that, and expect her to do this n that..

sigh... because u guyz are having a big fight, and because im being honest on yr attitude n now u dun like it?? i always welcome u to open any dispute against me... cz im not the kind of guy that will back off when problems arises.. instead i will learn to face it and if the problem is kinda serious, i ll just leave it aside n re plan everythin in order again.. dun u think this is beta?? why must u settle every single doubt in yr heart, thus creates various arguments with her? isnt it beta to leave it aside n dun fcking think bout it..how many times i told u, the more u think the more dispute it will have.. i know that if u dun settle it, u will have a feeling like a nail in yr heart, but i also told that the things u cared are actly VERY DAMN SMALL STUFF n no need for u to be so confused over nights and nights...

when miss X came over n talked to me, i just realised exactly how u are like me last time, i used to care bout every single thing over her ex, including her blogpost, or her friendster, or even having the phone contacts in her phone.. i learn to respect privacy as time flies, cause this is the trust im looking for.. ALL RIGHT.,. SINCE U SAID U NEED ONLY UNCONDITIONAL TRUST IN YOUR RELATIONSHIP izz? the unconditional trust isnt it? let me tell u what it actually means..if u want this trust to occur, its never bout how deep she put u in her heart by actions, but its jz never explain urself to anyone because the person who likes u doesn't need it, and the person who dislikes u won't believe it. since u know she loves u, why care the things she do or did? she got no need to explain it to u because she had devoured herself into this r ship eversince the day she said yes to u..

GROW UP LA BROTHER!! i reli wanted to see the face u used to have before, whether as a friend or brother.. im always willingly to help u going thru the problems.. just because i dun wan u to walk behind the steps i stepped on which took me years to think bout.. and why my 1st ex dumped me.. dun u even get the morale behind my story after times n times i told u?

haihz~~~ :(