a memorable experience..indeed so long but its fresh

i got a feeling these days.. when i was thinking of hanging out with college frenz.. suddenly miss my kdu-ians~~ haha.. well.. or supposed to say.. my ex hostel mates and ex- law kdu frenz.. erm.. if im not mistaken.. end of 2006 is the moment where my frenz n i hang out EVERYDAY non stop.. haha..so damn fun.. chatting.. playing basketball.. watch movie.. go yumcha(omg u would not expect us from pj go all the way to setapak BRJ at 12 am just for yumcha~~hahaa) erm.. i miss them so much..esp those who are not here anymore.. AH FEI(jamster)- the notorious guy who likes to sleep n spend like only 5 bucks in a day.. cz he sleeps at 7am, and wakes up at 8pm at nite.. haha.. i still remembered he likes to smoke at my apartment n online outside.. with a bucket of water for his cigarettes.. hahaa.. n i smtimes go share some 'nice' stuff n watch together.. hahahaa... so damn crazy.. until the guard came in n suspect us watchin illegal stuffs..lolz..
NExt.. the crazy wah kong~~ this guy ah.. haha.. i will tel u bout him later... leave him aside 1st.. well..well..well... AJ!! she ah.. kinda cool with her so called 'yeah'.. but ah.. too cool d sumtimes.. which makes herself very scary to me.. haha..n hor.. her driving skills much better than i do..challenged her piao yi at kepong road der..at nite at 12~~ woh~~ crazy bitch!! hahaa.. (hope she dun c this) erm... next is the blur blur babeh.. ELISA!! haha.. she is the 1 i lk to bully the most d.. cz she is so damn innocent with her looks.. and her attitude.. like a happy kid who jz learned how to walk... hahaa.. still remember we taught u the ice and fire technique??hahaa.... me n alvin laugh like hell!!! oh ya.. get back to buisness.. she is couple-ing with wah kong now.. hoho... unexpected a china guy got her..hahaa... always talk bai chi conversation..this 2 reli damn funny.. haha.. 1 taller than another for like A HEAD!!!!!! eh elisa,... u followed him too much la..now u bcome damn rude to me d.. ho..can scold bad word d..bad gurl..hahaaaa (JK)~~~
n last but not least, alvin..!! erm.. he is my so called dad(i ll tell u why on my next blog) .. plays basketball, always calm in doing things.. and quite polite~~(or shld i say tooooo polite) haha..his sister n him, reli looked alike.. but thought their diff of 2 years, they look like a couple when they walk together.. haha.. cz alvin loves her sister too much d.. care her like caring a gf~~woh!!

i still rmm we used to go play basketball at elisa s place together.. go all the way to sunway for steamboat... go lepak at taylors... go to kepong for lepak... hahaa.. den we even stay at kepong for nice foods.. but too bad i oweys pk..haha...enjoyed too much d..
oh ya... we used to play cards too.. haha... few times at elisa s place and once at AJ s place... den a few times at my place~~ elisa n i are like... (come on come on lets pakat n win their money) hahaa... elisa..rmm my trademark?? duhh~~~ haha...
oh ya.. i fgten to say dat.. we both have a common attitude~~ ELISA N I LIKE TO SSSSSSSS!!!!
hahaa... we are so damn SS til the whle gang wouldnt say no swt to us.. hahaa..
like duh~~we are brit-ish ppl yeah~~blehblehbleh

wah kong n elisa used to play chai mui~~haha... n so do us.. i still rmm i lost to ah fei a plate of NASI GORENG USA cz i lost to him.. (OK from this part onwards no more stuff bout this gang d) haha.. its bout the moments before them.. when we play bowling with my ex hostel mates...which includes ah fei and alvin.. wah kong doesnt even exist yet..dat time was me, jing ting, (then the sabah girl i fgten the name d) haha..sorri.. i think is carina or clara or smthin la.. then alvin, the big bro jackson, terry and me!!haha... i still rmm alvin was good in bowling.. but duno why.. he suck up in his match..haha.. n i appeared to be the winner for the 1st game~~yeah!!! terry din reli heat up yet dat time.. but the funniest thing is jackson who played the 1st time strike the 1st time..haha.. den he celebrate by dancing here and there and everywhere... woh~~~ memalukan~~zzz
hahaa...
but 2nd match., terry ta pao us.. 5 strikes 2 spares.. i still rmm..cz his score almost 180..zz... i did well oso but was bout 50 points below him!!!! WAT THE HELL!!!!
ok la..
damn long d~~zz
nid to stop d... hope can c ah fei if he comes back to malaysia~~~miss u guyz~~~ i enjoy being friends with u guyz~~ (although my frenz usually come n go) haha.. but.. i reli appreciate our frenship~as we helped each other no matter wat happen esp between us housemates~~
take care my friends~~~

outrageous!!

huh~~wat the heck m i actually watching now?a drama??haha..just hope they wont c this ok?
well..i honoured my promise not to TEL anyone but indeed im just talking to my com right now.. THIS couple ah.. Mr x and Miss x is so damn complicated.. i jz dun und why they kept arguing all the time as wat every1 wanted to c is a lovely couple instead of wat we got here~~ all right..
even when i refused to lay a hand on it, u guyz started to turn to me n tel me.. well im always ever willingly to help, and indeed i gave u the best advice from a third party. I am always honest to u, if i felt u that way i will jz say it out instead of looking at your LONG LONG face in class.. as if wanting to show the whole class that u are arguing..
zzz... this is so damn fcking childish n indeed now ur blaming me for saying u that.. ridiculous..
if u still doesnt realise this, go ahead n ask any1.. will they have the same bloody opinion.. seeing a long, black face in class everyday, as in yr super pissed at some1, or like having the whole world against u the kind of face... zzz its reli sickening to c that...
n u guess wat.. once i tot ur reli a fren which is enjoyable n comfortable to chat with, too bad u jz ruined that image yourself.. all those bullshits u told me, had all been rebutted from this relationship... n u totally changed yourself 1800 degrees. sigh.. total disappointed with u..

i jz dun get it.,. everytime u guyz told me your problems, it is Mr x who always care bout this and that of Miss x.. as if her past is everything to u.. who cares her bloody past la.. its not like u could change it.. well.. hv u ever see a guy asking the gal, uupss..srry.. FORCING the girl to pass him her present from her ex to be thrown away? it doesnt mean that u gave her the present from yr ex, u nid to expect the same thing from her.. LOVE isnt everything all right? why mz u put all the focus on her since u have better stuff to do.. can u fcking realize wat u doing right now?

well.. i guess u expect her to do things which makes u in her heart the utmost position izz?? den u got nth beta things to do ah?? im stil wondering whether can u guyz last for more than a year.. indeed u wana control her this and that, and expect her to do this n that..

sigh... because u guyz are having a big fight, and because im being honest on yr attitude n now u dun like it?? i always welcome u to open any dispute against me... cz im not the kind of guy that will back off when problems arises.. instead i will learn to face it and if the problem is kinda serious, i ll just leave it aside n re plan everythin in order again.. dun u think this is beta?? why must u settle every single doubt in yr heart, thus creates various arguments with her? isnt it beta to leave it aside n dun fcking think bout it..how many times i told u, the more u think the more dispute it will have.. i know that if u dun settle it, u will have a feeling like a nail in yr heart, but i also told that the things u cared are actly VERY DAMN SMALL STUFF n no need for u to be so confused over nights and nights...

when miss X came over n talked to me, i just realised exactly how u are like me last time, i used to care bout every single thing over her ex, including her blogpost, or her friendster, or even having the phone contacts in her phone.. i learn to respect privacy as time flies, cause this is the trust im looking for.. ALL RIGHT.,. SINCE U SAID U NEED ONLY UNCONDITIONAL TRUST IN YOUR RELATIONSHIP izz? the unconditional trust isnt it? let me tell u what it actually means..if u want this trust to occur, its never bout how deep she put u in her heart by actions, but its jz never explain urself to anyone because the person who likes u doesn't need it, and the person who dislikes u won't believe it. since u know she loves u, why care the things she do or did? she got no need to explain it to u because she had devoured herself into this r ship eversince the day she said yes to u..

GROW UP LA BROTHER!! i reli wanted to see the face u used to have before, whether as a friend or brother.. im always willingly to help u going thru the problems.. just because i dun wan u to walk behind the steps i stepped on which took me years to think bout.. and why my 1st ex dumped me.. dun u even get the morale behind my story after times n times i told u?

haihz~~~ :(