outrageous!!

huh~~wat the heck m i actually watching now?a drama??haha..just hope they wont c this ok?
well..i honoured my promise not to TEL anyone but indeed im just talking to my com right now.. THIS couple ah.. Mr x and Miss x is so damn complicated.. i jz dun und why they kept arguing all the time as wat every1 wanted to c is a lovely couple instead of wat we got here~~ all right..
even when i refused to lay a hand on it, u guyz started to turn to me n tel me.. well im always ever willingly to help, and indeed i gave u the best advice from a third party. I am always honest to u, if i felt u that way i will jz say it out instead of looking at your LONG LONG face in class.. as if wanting to show the whole class that u are arguing..
zzz... this is so damn fcking childish n indeed now ur blaming me for saying u that.. ridiculous..
if u still doesnt realise this, go ahead n ask any1.. will they have the same bloody opinion.. seeing a long, black face in class everyday, as in yr super pissed at some1, or like having the whole world against u the kind of face... zzz its reli sickening to c that...
n u guess wat.. once i tot ur reli a fren which is enjoyable n comfortable to chat with, too bad u jz ruined that image yourself.. all those bullshits u told me, had all been rebutted from this relationship... n u totally changed yourself 1800 degrees. sigh.. total disappointed with u..

i jz dun get it.,. everytime u guyz told me your problems, it is Mr x who always care bout this and that of Miss x.. as if her past is everything to u.. who cares her bloody past la.. its not like u could change it.. well.. hv u ever see a guy asking the gal, uupss..srry.. FORCING the girl to pass him her present from her ex to be thrown away? it doesnt mean that u gave her the present from yr ex, u nid to expect the same thing from her.. LOVE isnt everything all right? why mz u put all the focus on her since u have better stuff to do.. can u fcking realize wat u doing right now?

well.. i guess u expect her to do things which makes u in her heart the utmost position izz?? den u got nth beta things to do ah?? im stil wondering whether can u guyz last for more than a year.. indeed u wana control her this and that, and expect her to do this n that..

sigh... because u guyz are having a big fight, and because im being honest on yr attitude n now u dun like it?? i always welcome u to open any dispute against me... cz im not the kind of guy that will back off when problems arises.. instead i will learn to face it and if the problem is kinda serious, i ll just leave it aside n re plan everythin in order again.. dun u think this is beta?? why must u settle every single doubt in yr heart, thus creates various arguments with her? isnt it beta to leave it aside n dun fcking think bout it..how many times i told u, the more u think the more dispute it will have.. i know that if u dun settle it, u will have a feeling like a nail in yr heart, but i also told that the things u cared are actly VERY DAMN SMALL STUFF n no need for u to be so confused over nights and nights...

when miss X came over n talked to me, i just realised exactly how u are like me last time, i used to care bout every single thing over her ex, including her blogpost, or her friendster, or even having the phone contacts in her phone.. i learn to respect privacy as time flies, cause this is the trust im looking for.. ALL RIGHT.,. SINCE U SAID U NEED ONLY UNCONDITIONAL TRUST IN YOUR RELATIONSHIP izz? the unconditional trust isnt it? let me tell u what it actually means..if u want this trust to occur, its never bout how deep she put u in her heart by actions, but its jz never explain urself to anyone because the person who likes u doesn't need it, and the person who dislikes u won't believe it. since u know she loves u, why care the things she do or did? she got no need to explain it to u because she had devoured herself into this r ship eversince the day she said yes to u..

GROW UP LA BROTHER!! i reli wanted to see the face u used to have before, whether as a friend or brother.. im always willingly to help u going thru the problems.. just because i dun wan u to walk behind the steps i stepped on which took me years to think bout.. and why my 1st ex dumped me.. dun u even get the morale behind my story after times n times i told u?

haihz~~~ :(