well~~ first of all~~ why the heck m i crying?? uupss~~ nono~` i dun cry~~ im jz laughing out loud til my tears drop off~~ hahaa...
im in the middle of something.. a conflict between 2 friends~~ closely related to me.. and the heck im more like the subject matter~~ (wat the heck m i talking about)
anyway.. i really dun like the way things go by the way they are now~~ not talking to each other.. having serious communication problem.. i really hope im not the subject matter for the conflict.. though i know im not, but i still feel things happen quicker for my existence..
Second~~ HELP ME!!! i need more money!! it is really humiliating having to show a personality without extra income~~ how the heck my savings ended up empty after all these 3 months of break i ve been saving?? i reli dun get it~~ i wanted to work so much for extra income..but at the mean time.. im afraid that it would affect my studies and assignments in hand~~ i ve had limited time to study now.. and if i work.. it would be limited to the limits!! hahaaa and hey~~ wat kind of law student using this kind of rojak languange?? zzz..
Third~~ its 14th today~~ n im stuck here in my room whole day~~ WTH~~ im reli sick with all the readings~~ i hope to start my assignments.. but im stuck in the middle of it~~ sigh~~ the stupid turtle always ffk me n date her TM (bleh~~ i know u will see this n if u do, i ll let u punch anywher but not my face) hahah~~oh..n i use the term stupid cz u said girls are STUPID but guys are SMART~~ so yeah~~ im jz following what u implied to me by saying that~~ hahahaha!!
ok la~~ at last~~ XW passes up her assignments d~~ n indeed her mkt assignment which bothers her most~~ fuyoh!! and i hope she can start studying now instead of sleeping whole day like a pig and polar bear~~ trust me.. u will soon become like one if u keep on eating and sleeping~~ n hopefully yr stomach grows bigger n bigger as if it has my child of 3months~~ hahahaha
crying in despair
every pig has its date~
ever heard of this phrase?? yes?? no? eventually there is a chinese show entitled every dog has its date~~ and this phrase with pigs came out from myself~~
i had the laziest day of my life~~ with more than 5 hours on my bed doing nothing but jz lying down~~~
haha.. this is called real pig~~~ bleh :p at least i managed to rest~~ although i couldnt sleep~~ hahaa...
why is it pig?? but not other animals?
1st.. pig is fat~~ (to the concern that i am fat)
2nd.. pig got big nose n ears (i got thick ears but as far as ear is concerned, i dun think so)
3rd..most girls regards pig as cute~~ and as far as im concerned.. cute is ugly but adorable... so.. do u think i am??
cute leh~~ hahaa~~~~
a very rushing morning~~
i just got back home yesterday from kelantan~~ dun really feel well... but promised for movie so i went out for this 'special' movie~ haha.. was reli in bad mood yesterday~~ i did not only waste time for almost an hour n a half for my friend to fetch me, but the flight also delayed for almost 30 mins.. zzz.. hate it so much~~
after the movie, my friend told me that she left a book and pen drive at main campus~~ well since im so near so i decide to help her lorh~since she stayed so far at cheras~ well~~ sorry again despite yr efforts of waking me up at 730, haha!! i cant hear my phone, instead when i woke up at 825 i straight rush over d~~
Well, the lab closed to my surprise.. it is a sat n i dunno they close it for wat.. stupid HELP~~ inefficient like hell~~ i need to go all the way to CIC to ask them open it~~ then search everylab since i couldnt find the pendrive at the lab she mentioned..
So i left the place in despair~ never mind la since its lost, it s not like i could find the culprit back~~ i shall just pray to GOD that whoever takes it please return it to the help desk~~ and if you dont, i ll pray that u will fail for yr final every year as long as u are still alive as a human being~~ (sounds so evil)
then i need to go KPD HELP to find her STPM book~~ well, i forgotten there are no operating bus services frm main campus to the college~ so i need to walk all the way der as since no cab available early that morning too... at 1st i tot of sleeping after i came home, but its kind of semangat when i reach there all the way from main campus walking to KPD~~ haha.. not bad, i din expect my 1st time walking would be to find a book for a friend since im VERY VERY lazy that will grab a cab no matter what.. hahaa... ok~~ ignore that, maybe i think the book is essential for her uses in exam nex week~ so i need to help her~~
Things got more uneasy as i reach KPD, level 3, the stupid door was closed.. sigh~~since it s closed, i need to go find the maintenance, but those bastards are not around.. SO DAMN INEFFICIENT!!! what the hell ah~~ shouldnt them be stand by-ing for any accidents around and it s already 9 in the morning and what the hell they are doing since they are not in their maintenance room~~ felt like scolding them so much~~ Then i managed to get the USELESS security guard outside who could not even speak proper BM to help me, but then instead he asked me to go find this guy at this place, so i need to walk all the way out again..
THANK god~~ they are all there.. smoking( and arent they supposed to be puasa-ing?) managed to open the door of level 3, and i found her book~~ so i called n told her that the pendrive is no where to be found~~ but the book is safe n sound in my hands~~ i heard the disappointment in her sigh-ness~~ and again i couldnt do a thing~~ hang in there ba~~ it s just a pendrive afterall`~
came home wanted to sleep~~ but after all the journey, i really sweated alot, and i need a change of clothes, went n bath first, then online lorh.. baba~~~
an emo day!~
it s been quite some time since i felt this emo feeling~~hahaa.. mayb cz my results are coming out..and im kind of confused over my future now,.. sigh~~ on one hand i wanted to help my dad so much knowingly the effort he poured over to this family, and i dun wana live on now by just studyin n seeing him aside unable to help anything.. some times i do envy my brother.. at last he graduated n came out supporting the family as well leaving his personal life aside first... i really hope i can make some contribution to this family for the time being.. the fact that im studying now will onli make me feel that i cant contribute anythin and indeed im pretty useless ~~ sigh~~
i remember what my frenz told me, and this is the concept i hold on til now... what a guy should concentrate on will be money, money and money.. it is only our job to find as much money now and the wealthyness of a person will determine the self respect he deserved~ and that is also why indeed i tried different kinds of jobs to handle different kinds of experiences in life.. HAHA~~ anyway.. living in a society in kl is really not easy~ putting on a mask while going outing is a very hard thing to be done.. if we re enjoying with our elder, or more likely our clients, den we need to follow watever he wants to please him.. oh joy to the world!! its like life in hell~~
haihz~~ im reli feeling the stress now although im still studying~~wat can i do?? i wana start workin so eagerly that i dun wana study~~ sigh... jz hope that i could finish all the courses as fast as i can~~ den i can come out n face the world~~ the feeling of loneliness is non other than 'lonely' really nid to find something to kill my time or i will start to think alot of stuff liao~~
sorry~~~
too busy these days~~wait till i free little bit i update my blog ba~~ ok?? hahaa... nex week den.. i will keep it updated~~~ tata~~
